v o g u e ; unabated

Pada suatu masa di zaman kita yg serba moden ini ada seekor Babi Jantan (BJ) dan seekor Babi Betina (BB) yg bertugas di NES. Si BJ ni selalu menyebelahi si BB walau apa pun salah yg dia buat. Kena complen teruk teruk pun si BJ ni cover... gerammmm keje ngan ni dua ekor...

Si BB ni apa lagi.. besar kepala lah ..buat apa yg dia suka .. keje memilih dan tak ambik berat. Consignee request sume dia ambil sambil lewa aje.. Yg teruk kena layan cnee yg tak mahu liase ngan si BB ni aku lah jugak!! terkejar sana sini nak meet cnee demands ..sume carik aku .. abis si BB duk rileks surf net main game ..sms ngan bebual ngan members.. mcm eyal seh..

Si BB makin hari makin besar kepala ..oleh sebab terlalu dimanjakan oleh si BJ, dia takde rasa tanggungjawab langsung walaupun dia tau yg dia ada buat salah besar... keje asal boleh aje cukup time kol 5 balik..

sekarang si Babi Betina ni dah makin berani .. at tis point, you are challenging me directly and trying to show kau nyer besar kan?? ok we just wait n see... kalau si BJ menangkan kau jugak dlm kes ni, tgk aje lah aku nyer loktang naik ...Nak tgk sgt aku naik angin kan? siap lah kau puting berliung ribut taufan akan dtg!!

Sakit mata n sakit hati hari hari bila kat keje .. seriously contemplating looking for greener pastures... erghhhh!!! darah up hari hari gini ar!!

Wistful for Love
12:21 PM |

Ok ..I self declare myself hooked on Korean Dramas and movies now .. Thanks to Ms Dynamite who started me off on Princess Hours..

My current obsession?? 200 Pounds Beauty..romantic comedy that touches on inner beauty and self confidence... Just the rite movie when I am feeling down?? Mebbe..mebbe not..

I just love the Korean version of Maria originally by Blondie ..Enjoy the video...

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Wistful for Love
12:23 AM |

They are all that matters now...we dun anymore ...

For a moment I forgot who I was and where I stood and started again on my ridiculous dreams and requests..I forgot these wishes were forever out of my reach .. I forgot I had accepted the life I am leading now with only my own willingness and have to pay for the price of my choice..

Forgive me ...becos for a moment there, I tried to make these wishes come true.. I forgot to stop dreaming ...

Wistful for Love
4:08 PM |

It doesn't seem like me but when the situation arises that you need to be there for someone, to be the one they ask for opinions and advise, you summon your memories, be it good or bad.. you tell them wateva u feel based on your own experience whenever possible.

nobody wants bad experiences in life lah but there is where we learn, grow and develop our character .. kita ni manusia merancang yg terbaik dlm hidup kita tapi Tuhan yg menentukan.even if you feel this is your retribution, dun fret atau mengeluh about it ... instead, make it work ..if not for yourself but for your loved ones.

we are given challenges to test kekuatan iman kita n our endurance .. at times the tests reli seems too much for us to handle but Allah reli won't test us beyond our means. He knows you are strong enuff to face His challenges.It's up to you how you face it and how you summon your Faith to overcome it ..

When we do overcome them, the satisfaction is reli overwhelming. But rasa bersyukur that it's all over and done with and that you suddenly feel glad you made it, it's all worth it. Everything happens for a reason.. A reason written longgggg before this earth even existed.

I ever saw a rainbow.. and tot, when will my rainbow come? For I felt that i have been thru too much rain..so much so that I was so soaked in my own emotions and problems I simply wasn't able to see beyond it and see that my rainbow was there after all, just waiting for me to notice.

Mebbe rite now I am sitting atop my rainbow, the rainbow I had chased for so long. Am I truly happy now? Sadly not truly.. for now that I am rite on top, I see others in the rain, struggling to find their rainbow just like I once was.I wish now that I was there with them to guide n help them see their rainbow. But alas, from where I am, I can only help from afar. I wish this is enuff but I know it is not.

I wanna reach out but the length of my arms can only extend that far. I hope that they too, will soon realize that. That no matter how many hands reach out to help, its only your own that will grab your rainbow becos that rainbow will belong to you and only you.

Wistful for Love
11:25 AM |

I've once said I pray hard that those close to me and whom I love so dearly will never have to go thru what I have gone thru. It was hard enuf for me to struggle thru life then .

Now, I am helplessly watching 2 of my closest frens going thru what I have gone thru ... God! it rekindles bad memories and hurt. Its even more worst cos I have been there n done that so I know exactly how they feel. Its as tho I m going thru everything all over again..

I feel so helpless .. I wish I can do more than just give them my moral support n try my best to be there for them at all times. I can't sleep at nite thinking abt them. One of them told me mine wasn't tat bad compared to her plight now. Well, my fren mebbe to you but I have gone thru exactly what you are going thru now. mebbe worst but my fate seems to have changed and I am grateful for that.

I look at them and my tears wanna flow but I need to be strong for them too. Just as they need to be strong for themselves. Cos no matter how many frens there are ard you, you are the one facing the problems. You go back alone to the house that you dread going home to. So be strong. if not for yourselves, for the lil ones who love you. Cos no matter how much advise and opinions people give you, the decision is still up to you. Be prepared to face wateva consequences your decision will result in. Its your life, its up to you to change it. But even if u do decide to grin n bear it, u know we will always be here for u.

Doa mereka yg dianiya tu akan dikabulkan Tuhan. InsyAllah. Pray everyday every min in your heart for His guidance, for Him to give you strength. Thats wat I did. Alhamdulillah .. everything seems fine now.

Wistful for Love
12:47 PM |